People always say to "never take things for granted" or "don't take advantage of life" but how many times do you think anybody REALLY thinks about this? Yea, people got some issues with other people, we all stress over things that we only THINK are big problems, but when you look back.. they were all little problems. Only at that time, during that situation, did you stress over it. But once you think about it, EVERYTHING IS A LITTLE PROBLEM. so why stress? why get angry? why get upset? or why start some stupid shit that's soo ridiculous?

I hate to think about my car accident, but I think someone gave me a second chance at life. They told me to try again. I fucked up somewhere and they're letting me fix everything, undo all the wrong I did. Ehh... i'm not superman. I can't work miracles. But what I can do is appreciate everything that I have right now and appreciate everyone thats helped me get through all of my 'little problems'.

With all this time at home, I had sooooooooo much time to think about sooo much. Someone can hurt you, love you, hate you, push you... whatever. Shit happens. And you gotta learn to deal with it. Although thats so bluntly said, life is never fair. I HATE IT! But you always gotta go through things you dont wanna. And that's not gonna stop me from pursuing what whatever higher being started for me .... my life.